I am feeling very blessed. I am coming to realize that I am not in charge of my life. I mean, I get to make decisions but I am not in control of everything. And that is hard to take for a control freak like me. But I feel like maybe I've been worrying about those things I cannot control when I should be grateful for the things that I have. I am so grateful for Jesse. He is more than I could have ever asked for in a husband. I am grateful for our friends and our families. I am grateful for our home. But most of all I am grateful for my Savior. As we celebrate His birth, I am overwhelmed with gratitude for His life and sacrifice for me.